Hey well today was busy for me and my boyfriend. Carlos went to work with my dad and I stayed home and cleaned my room all day, decorated and organized. New furniture comes in on Tuesday. Hopefully, Saturday we can go to Fiesta Texas with this church we were invited to on Wednesday. That is a really nice church, but there isn't that many people. I guess that is good for me and no enemies are backstabbers to see. Atleast not yet, they are too short on people now.

How was your 4th of July? Mine was incredibly nice and awesome. We went to the beach in RockPort. It is really beautiful. I could of just sat there infront of it the whole time admiring it, but Carlos wasn't into that. I went with his family. It was fun. The fireworks were cool too. Everything was really nice, except when these two girls walked by in bikinis and my boyfriend was looking at them and then he turned around at me when he realized what he was doing. Yeah, that sucked and that hurt my feelings, but oh well. That's a guy. Anyway, things are good right now. I kinda have felt crappy since like I should better myself or something, but I guess that's natural to feel that way. Alot of girls do that to try to get a guy to notice them a little bit more. You know, dye their hair, buy clothes, beauty products, etc. Yeah...I've done all that. I don't feel much better lol.

Anyway, I just wanted to talk about the beach and how nice it was. I almost didn't go because I didn't want to be around someone who talked behind my back and smiled to my face (his mom). But hey, it's her...she needs to get over whatever bullshit she heard. After a while, we warmed up a bit and she seemed nice enough. She kept saying nice things. So as for now....life is....well there isn't anything wrong with it. It's a little boring lol, but for now I think I'd rather have it that way. Leave the drama for later pls god heh

okay well, I'm gonna go to bed

bye